I cannot believe this has happened...AGAIN! I thought I was past the Wednesday and a half experience. I thought at 42 the games were over. "He" said there were no games...he said he was "in" only to literally have him stop calling...no excuse, no story, no explanation - just gone.
We had talked, daily. He was my smile. He was my joy. He said he cared. He said more. Ah, so much more. And then, he fell short. He had his own demons, his own issues, his own pain and in the end it was all about him - I was not important, I was a blip on the radar.
My radar was different. He didn't just come into my life he stormed. He said - - oh, does it matter what he said? No not really. They were words - just words.
Goodbye my friend - I miss you. I shall always miss you.